Wow, I have no idea whats wrong with me but whatever it is, it's hitting me like a tonne of bricks.
Light Headed, Super Sleepy, slight headache, sore stomach. I really hope I'm not coming with a flu or a cold or anything. I can't afford to get sick right now, I need work and I just can't be sick.
It feels really weird, I don't feel like properly sick.... but I'm nodding off every five minutes and I have this weird taste in my mouth. WebMD is getting some views from me today. But knowing that site it's going to say I have like Super Schizophrenia Hyperactive Mad Cow Disease or something.... so not the most reliable of sights....
Sunday 5 May 2013
Wednesday 1 May 2013
A good day for.......um......No just not a good day...
Well another wasted day looking for work, although there are a couple potential chances I can look into tomorrow I still managed to get nothing done today.
And one thing that was brought to my attention today and peeves me off ROYALLY is my father said to me
"You need to look the part if you are looking for a job, You need better clothes and loosing some weight wouldn't hurt either."
That is straight up bull muck and I will pick it apart with logic.
1. I DO look the part, I am unemployed therefor I LOOK unemployed which means I am looking for work RIGHT NOW and I cannot afford new clothes.
2. WEIGHT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY ABILITY TO WORK!!! I may be fat but I am not so over weight that I cannot move. In fact, getting a job may actually help me loose weight because I would have to move more and have less time to sit and do nothing therefor making me more active.
So that statement that I need better clothes and I need to loose weight is crap!
And one thing that was brought to my attention today and peeves me off ROYALLY is my father said to me
"You need to look the part if you are looking for a job, You need better clothes and loosing some weight wouldn't hurt either."
That is straight up bull muck and I will pick it apart with logic.
1. I DO look the part, I am unemployed therefor I LOOK unemployed which means I am looking for work RIGHT NOW and I cannot afford new clothes.
2. WEIGHT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH MY ABILITY TO WORK!!! I may be fat but I am not so over weight that I cannot move. In fact, getting a job may actually help me loose weight because I would have to move more and have less time to sit and do nothing therefor making me more active.
So that statement that I need better clothes and I need to loose weight is crap!
Tuesday 30 April 2013
Monday 29 April 2013
In the beginning...
Why hello there interwebs!
As a person seen as a worthless peon in the eyes of the overseeing government not fit to be given a job or a chance to work my way to independence, I have chosen to take my daily thoughts and musings to the world with a new digital journal!
That's right folks! Ray Kanen now has a voice, however quiet and insignificant among the legions of CoD babies or Bieber Freaks it may be.
SO!
To start of with I would like to complain about the state of the job market in the UK. NO I am not going to complain about there not being any jobs, that is redundant. What I personally am getting sick of are these jobs that a monkey could do that require experience. For the last five years or so the jobs I sought out were the ones that you could see a student, which I was, doing but I wasn't considered for the job because of no prior experience. OK! Let me ask this one simply question.... HOW THE BENJIMAN FRANKLEN DO I GET THE EXPERIENCE IF NO ONE WILL HIRE ME!?!?!?!
.......Yea, doesn't make sense does it? And the thing that REALLY gets on my nerves is that half the time the person they did hire is someone I know of and they are just really, really, REALLY dumb. I'm no Einstein but I am fairly intelligent, I have a 165 IQ, I passed all my highschool exams without studying, for feng shui's sake I can actually carry an interesting and witty conversation with most of the people I meet randomly. How in the HE....."the bad place" are these failed abortions more qualified than me?
*Sigh* Deep breaths, deep breaths, find a happy place......
Well I could try harder. I do admit I'm a bit lazy, but I'm also a bit demoralized and depressed because of the whole job ordeal. I'm getting worried that the only person in the world that is left that I can relate to is a frigging Cartoon Squirrel.
Anyway...... that was sure to be the first of many rants and complaints as the world always makes more to be angry about.
BUT! It is constantly providing wonders that raise ones faith in Humanity no matter how disgusting or corrupt the world may become. I just came across this recently but it was heartbreaking and uplifting at the same time and we need more people like the one in this story, whether he be real or made up, we need people like them.
http://www.buzzfeed.com/awesomer/the-story-of-ugly-the-cat-cci
As a person seen as a worthless peon in the eyes of the overseeing government not fit to be given a job or a chance to work my way to independence, I have chosen to take my daily thoughts and musings to the world with a new digital journal!
That's right folks! Ray Kanen now has a voice, however quiet and insignificant among the legions of CoD babies or Bieber Freaks it may be.
SO!
To start of with I would like to complain about the state of the job market in the UK. NO I am not going to complain about there not being any jobs, that is redundant. What I personally am getting sick of are these jobs that a monkey could do that require experience. For the last five years or so the jobs I sought out were the ones that you could see a student, which I was, doing but I wasn't considered for the job because of no prior experience. OK! Let me ask this one simply question.... HOW THE BENJIMAN FRANKLEN DO I GET THE EXPERIENCE IF NO ONE WILL HIRE ME!?!?!?!
.......Yea, doesn't make sense does it? And the thing that REALLY gets on my nerves is that half the time the person they did hire is someone I know of and they are just really, really, REALLY dumb. I'm no Einstein but I am fairly intelligent, I have a 165 IQ, I passed all my highschool exams without studying, for feng shui's sake I can actually carry an interesting and witty conversation with most of the people I meet randomly. How in the HE....."the bad place" are these failed abortions more qualified than me?
*Sigh* Deep breaths, deep breaths, find a happy place......
Well I could try harder. I do admit I'm a bit lazy, but I'm also a bit demoralized and depressed because of the whole job ordeal. I'm getting worried that the only person in the world that is left that I can relate to is a frigging Cartoon Squirrel.
Anyway...... that was sure to be the first of many rants and complaints as the world always makes more to be angry about.
BUT! It is constantly providing wonders that raise ones faith in Humanity no matter how disgusting or corrupt the world may become. I just came across this recently but it was heartbreaking and uplifting at the same time and we need more people like the one in this story, whether he be real or made up, we need people like them.
http://www.buzzfeed.com/awesomer/the-story-of-ugly-the-cat-cci
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